|Sometimes I try to paint...|
on falling in love with ghostsso maybe this can be more than its ending. or inevitability.on falling in love with ghosts by successwithhonor
call it something so long that it eventually becomes it, something to be called.
say special or forever and maybe we’ll believe it, or ourselves.
or forget everything we once knew in the process.
call every sunset just another sunset, just another dead day
what is this but the death of reason. or, of reasons.
say something like goodbye or i love you
but, what can we say but words?
what can we do but try to remind ourselves?
is this not a fleeting glance
is this not our falling grace
is this not what we forgot
the awkward sparkle of strangers at a bus stop,
who come and go but never stay quite long enough
who always leave before the sun rises.
or, were never there.
so whatblind man looks me in the eyes like old friend. like lost dog.so what by successwithhonor
like forgot something important along the way. I look back,
birth meaning in the silence & call it a miracle
ask what he sees & he says nothing
tells me he can help me find what I’ve been looking for;
or, something to be looking for
say so what?
in the meantime,
say I haven’t talked to god in awhile
you know things can get awful quiet around here
and he says who me? I say this’ll do,
hide under the bed and have conversations with the dark
hope to learn like old dog new trick. or dead dog.
or dyslexic god when he finally shows up
say so what to his face like this, like bad dog;
like still got tricks up sleeve
so what if sky is mirror?
so what you see yourself in it?
like this silence be genesis or judgement
call it a miracle. or monster. or, nothing at all.
say from here we collapse in on ourselves & become metaphors
so what we relapse into faith
so what we forget what it means
tell him i’m jus
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About my username:
On Pronounciation: I don't think there's a particular pronunciation. don't worry about it.
On nicknames: Most people shorten my name to "myri"
But if you want to shorten it a different way or call me something else you're pretty much free to do so, unless I explicitly tell you not to. If you know me irl: plz don't use my full given first name. rl nicknames are pretty much fine.
Maybe someday you guys will know my name.
today is not that day.